Britney Spears Says She Lives In Fear Of Her Family: ‘Lucky to Even be Alive’

Britney Spears has claimed she is “incredibly lucky to even be alive” after the way her family have treated her.

On Wednesday, February 4, the pop icon, who was freed from her controversial 13-year conservatorship in 2021, shared an emotional message on Instagram alongside a haunting image of an adult holding a baby’s hand.

“For those of you in your family that have said to help you is to isolate you and make you feel unbelievably left out,” Spears wrote, “they were wrong.”

The “Toxic” singer, 44, then made it clear that while forgiveness may be possible, accountability is not coming.

“They will never take responsibility for what they did,” she wrote bluntly, adding that she’s now “scared” of her relatives but feels grateful to be alive.

Spears then went on to explain to fans the reason she hasn’t shared any dancing videos recently on social media, which she often has in recent months, is because she injured her foot.

“So I’ve made cheesecake today and I must say it’s pretty damn good,” she wrote. “My neighbor joined me with milk !!! PS I haven’t danced in a month because I broke my toe twice!”

The candid update follows Spears return to Instagram in November, after she appeared to deactivate her account following a string of erratic posts and the released of her former husband Kevin Federline‘s explosive memoir, You Thought You Knew. The pair share sons Sean Preston, 20, and 19-year-old Jayden.

Alongside a screenshot of one of her videos she wrote upon her return: “So much has happened this year, it’s crazy … I try to live within my means and the book, ‘Draw the Circle’ is an incredible perspective.”