No Kiss & Tell All—Kendra Wilkinson's Relationship Rules Post Husband's Alleged Affair

"I never knew how weak my marriage was until going through this," admits the reality star when talking about her husband Hank Baskett’s alleged affair with transsexual model Ava Sabrina London.

Kendra Wilkinson feels “stuck” in her marriage after Hank’s alleged affair with London. "I wish I'd put all my energy into it—I wish there was a way to fight it," she says.

Despite getting counseling, she hasn’t been able to move past the former NFL receiver's alleged cheating habits, nor has the former Playboy model forgiven London. She says she “deserves to go to hell a million times."

Kendra even revealed that she denied her husband from kissing on the mouth after the scandal broke.

She said "there's other ways to show love than kiss. Full on make-out? No way -- No. I would never open mouth kiss Hank. I don't like anyone to see me kiss him. I've never been the most affectionate person. I am the worst now when it comes to touch and hug. Hugging kissing, cuddling, no. We did not build our marriage off that sh*t anyway!"