Hilaria Baldwin Is ‘Jealous’ of Remaining ‘DWTS’ Contestants: ‘No Matter What I Do, It’s Not Enough’

Hilaria Baldwin admitted she felt “jealous” of the remaining Dancing with the Stars contestants after her elimination from the competition on Tuesday, October 7.

“First, this has been an experience that I never thought I would have and I’m so grateful,” she said on the DWTS Official Podcast after being voted off alongside pro partner Gleb Savchenko.

“I’m proud of those — I’m a little jealous — but proud of those who get to go to practice tomorrow,” Hilaria explained to host Joey Graziadei while sitting next to Savchenko, 42.

The 41-year-old said the moment hit particularly hard because she once believed she would never dance again after breaking bones and giving birth to seven children.

“I opened my heart and now it’s broken again,” she said through tears.

Hilaria, who has been married to Alec Baldwin since 2012, continued, “I’m 41 and I met Alec when I was 27. The world has been trying to beat me since, and they did, they really did,” referencing some backlash from fans due to her previous dance experience.

“Because no matter what I do,” she added, “it’s not enough.”

She also shared that she felt like she had “let [her] kids down” by leaving the show, but Savchenko reassured her otherwise.

“You worked your butt off every day in the studio. You are a true inspiration,” he told Hilaria on the podcast. “You’re not just a mother — an amazing mother to seven incredible kids — but you’re also a real superhero in the dance studio.”

Savchenko praised her as one of his most advanced partners, saying he was honored to perform routines with her that he had never been able to do on the show before.